in loving memory~

my grandma which is i call her 'Ahpo' very nice person but she didnt talk so much like her grandaughter.. :)



bila kitaorg balik kmpg dia happy tapi sedih.. cm ne tu ekk..

happy sebab anak cucu balik, tp sedih sebab kami slalu makan luar.

tapi dia da xde.. dia da tinggalkan kami

terkejut gak masa my aunt bagitau yang dia da xde, tapi ape boleh wat kn?

bile aku pandang ayah aku, aku tengok dia ok je...

tapi mane kita nk tau...

xkan dia nk menangis terpekik melolong kn? kn?

ayah aku pon redha n tabah. lebih baik dia pergi dari dia suffer.

seminggu sebelum 2 ayah aku ade balik tengak mummy dia..

so xde la terasa kehilangan sangat, atleast dia sempat la jumpa mummy dia semasa hayat ada..

even aku tgk wajah aunty2 n uncle2 aku pon cool je.. aku pon xtau nk react cm ne.. nak baca yassin pon bukannye islam. aku diam tanpa sebarang kata..

kami balik ke kmpg kt Bukit Mertajam, Penang. when we arrived there hanya sempat manatap wajah nye di dalam coffin, inside my aunty house.

the day after, around 3pm in the evening we are going to the

church, but we just stay outside, waiting for them to have some 'upacara' inside there.. (paderi tue, pandang kami cm xberapa puas hati je..) but we just want 2 pay our last respect for our beloved grandmother.. then the funeral. end.

in loving memory..

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